Friday, July 02, 2010
Faking A Smile
Sometimes when Im down, i fake a smile.
Sometimes when Im disappointed , I fake a smile to get by.
Even when Im angry, i try to laugh to ease the situation.
Most of the faking is done to show people that Im tough but actually Im just a normal human being. I get disappointed. I get hurt . And i too feel angry, even when i tell you Im not.
However, I've been pretending that I do not care, which is really working. Because, when i keep pretending and faking, it grows in me until it becomes a subconscious thing. It then becomes pretty normal.
So the next time when I smile or laugh, look into my eyes, maybe u'll see my soul crying inside.
Posted by Wong Jade Yenn at 9:13 PM